Busy~~~

Hahahaha my inbox is getting ridiculous orz;;;;

If I don't reply to some of your comments, its because I deleted them;;;;;;;

I've been drawing. I've been drawing a lot of shit....

...emphisis on the word "shit".
hnnn~

Yeah, just so you know, not dead, just buuuusyyyyyyy~~~~~

Happy birthday Mimi and Damien! <3

guys.

oh god I'm sorry for not being active

I found a new website that I am ADDICTED too.

Its one where I'm Germania.

And my Rome is just.......sexy <3

<333333

So, expect lots of RomexGermania Arts because FFFFFFFFFFF GOD WE ARE RIPPING THIS SHIT UP LIKE IT'S A TIME PORTAL.
I SWEAR TO GOD, I'VE NEVER BEEN HAPPIER BEING UKE ;7; <3

And we've come up with a theory that Germania's braid is his erozone.

Imagine the fun fucking times with that, huh?

And his name is Aldrick or something, idk.

There aren't that many positions available, but if anyone wants to claim Japan, go for it.
We rape the chat box a lot, just so you know.

And and and. We are composing some sort of Korean drama with Germany, Italy and the Grandpas ;w; <3

....oh right, a link.

[link]

Every one watch me, because Vati loves you alllll~~~<3

Also.

Started school. So far it sucks horribly.

Feh.

Also.

Won't be answering messages for a little while. Sorry, I'm busy with school and stuff, so...

Also.

I started making paperdolls. APH paperdolls.

SO.

FUCKING.

KAWAII. >:U

Alright, thats it.

YOU READ THE FUCKING TITLE RIGHT

I HAVE BEEN DOING NOTHING ALL NIGHT BUT DOWNLOADING NEARLY EVERY GERITA OR HREXCHIBITALIA OR ROMEXGERMANIA DOUJIN I COULD GET MY SMELLY LITTLE HANDS ON.

And God, I have never been happier ;w; <3

Binging on GerIta doujins = my new crack *SHOTSHOTSHOTSHOT*

x_x

I've also recently taken a liking to PruIta, but it's more of a Germany x Italy <---Prussia kinda thing.

Egh, what am I doing rambling about this shit, none of you guys care.

fdgjkljk ALSO.

I WANNA SAY

This woman's music: [link] Has made he so happy for the past few years <3

SJ Tucker is an amazing musician. The album I linked you to is a collection of book readings from a book (that i forget the name of orz) and following each story is a song about the chapter.

Doesn't KashKash (a nursery rhyme) reminds you of Russia (Y/N)?
Firebirds Child is my national anthem <3 seriously, I have danced and sang it TWICE WITH HER. <33333
Manticores lullaby used to make me cry ;u; Now, it just mellows me out <3
The City of Marrow is such a sad story ;-; SJ said that she cried right after recording it because it was so sad :<
I really like it.
The Kingdom of the Mice is SO AWESOME >8D <3 All its about it a bunch of Mice who live in dust, and a couple mice fell into vats of color dye, and when they returned, they were eaten because they were so colorful :I Random....
And Taglio! Is just a great song to dance to <3

And another one of her GREATEST albums is right here:
[link]
Songs I recommend (IN THIS ORDER):
1: Goddess (seriously, BEST EVER)
2: Cold Sunshine
3: Alligator in the House
4: Go Away Godboy
5: Carousel

She is AMAZING to see in concert <3
here's her site:
[link]

dfkjslsdj I don't know why I'm getting so obsessive over this chick D<
Her music is awesome, k? >:I

Check out some of her other albums, she has A LOT of great music :]

She's known as s00j of LiveJournal.

_{brb, need to lay off sugar and go to bed.}

{{warning: rant ahead. You won't be dissapointed, I promise.}}

First things first.

I am now sixteen years of age as of 12:10am, August 14, 2009.

Second off.

I've been starting to get nervous about my Hetalia fandom. I've been getting nervous about liking anime in general. I know you guys know that I'm pretty self concious to begin with, right?

I've always been a high shooter. I know my drawings arn't good at all, but I've always wanted to be the best of the best. Always get better. And because of that, I compare myself to other artists. Other GOOD artists. Really good ones.

They've been drawing since they were small. Young. When they were four or even younger, they noticed they had a gift. And just ran with it. And they became amazing.
I've always been drawing, yes. But I only really started getting serious about it since I was about 10 or 12. And it was all anime. The easiest fucking form of art out there. It all just went downhill.
I would always get excited about my art, and try to show other people. And when I did, I almost always got the same reaction. The "Oh hey is that that Chinese shit" aka "Why don't you stop drawing cartoons and get serious with your art" reaction. And that gets to me. It really does.
It hurts, thinking I limit myself to just fandoms and anime and yaoi and all this other retarded teenage fangirl bullshit when I could be doing so much MORE. I could be branching out, practicing new styles, no, getting better at drawings. Getting SERIOUS. So I can proudly show people my art and have them gasp in awe of what I've done. Something I've practiced at all my life.

THAT'S what other people are expecting from me. Hell, it might be what I'm expecting from myself. I don't know. But from all I've been hearing, it seems like the only way to become professionally respecteced as an artist.

I'm just going to use Hetalia as a reference here. I like Hetalia. I love it. It's stupid, funny, cute, and perfect for shipping. (Hence the kink meme etc.)
However, it being completely historically inaccurate, insulting to other cultures, and of course, throwing in the whole "It's nothing but a whole bunch of bishionen trying to be cute" factor, it's gotten me thrown off a little bit. I'm almost starting to feel guilty liking it.

But I'm going to do a really stupid thing, and stand up for it. I am throwing off all my cred and respect (that I never had to begin with lol;;;; ) for as an "artist" and siding with my "stupid dramatic doesn't know shit-about-shit teenager who really needs to shut up" side.

Hetalia... it's gotten more into fanservice nowadays than actual historical and political happenings, but with its historical and/or political showing that it did do, I'm going to have to say, yes, they are historically inaccurate and probably are insulting and stupid. A good example: Germany. WWII setting. So technically, Nazi-Germany. Notice how Himeruya blatently kept out the fact that he was burning jews, gypsys, homosexuals, and all that, and focused more on his relationship with Italy. Notice how he made Germany more awkward, warm, and cute that the actual Aryan-race those day's, who were fiercely intimidating, and actually WOULD kill you if you were just a single hair out of line. Notice how he made Italy a innocent and pure fool with a love for food and...well, amoure, per say. Notice how he's one of the cutest and most innocent of the characters, even when we KNOW there is no such thing as an innocent nation. Notice how he IGNORED all the evil, cruel stuff that happened in the world, in the past, and focused on how STUPID hand FUN it is.
This is just a sixteen year old girl with no self-respect talking...but in all honesty... I know Hetalia is stupid because if its fanservice count, but.... maybe.... it's just one, big, akward, clumsy, comical step towards world peace....? Ugh, I don't know.

All I'm saying, if you can get an anime published out of that, (granted, it was cancelled, but the streamline on the internet and the fanbase count make up for all of that, trust me) it HAS to be worth SOMETHING. Maybe it's just giving all the nations a reason to laugh about themselfs.

I've been torn between a lot of things in my life, and this is going to be one that is going to fuck up my whole career, self-respect, and possibly even others respect for me, but...

please excuse me whilst I go read fanfiction, draw yaoi, squeal over anime characters, and tell you "fuck off" while you say "get serious".
I don't want to grow up yet. I'm only sixteen, and fuck, I'm going to enjoy my fucking childhood while I still can.

Buono Notte.

-JJ.